.Monday, April 28, 2008 ' 8:23:00 PM Y
THANKS4THEWAKEUPCALL...
on my birthday...
SHOCKED! ANGRY! DISAPPOINTED!
i thought we are still living in our childhood...
but it seems that you have moved on and are living well...
so i am the only one stupidly waiting endlessly in those empty memories...
what a fool i am...
i told myself not to cry... at least 4 now... i have better things to do...
but i cant help feeling sad deep within...
my heart seems to sink deep into the ocean of blood... (sorry i'm not a lit student so i cant pin it down nicely...)
i am the one who one-sidedly think that...
you are still the cute and innocent child...
who would get angry when i snatch to play with your toy sword...
whom i used to play with...
jumping up n down trying to hit those yellow tags...
spending our time together...
gone were the days where...
we dance to the beat of 'lemon tree' song blasted through the speakers...
we used to talk about 'shuang tian zhi zun' part 1 or 2...
we walk hand in hand down the stairs to buy a packet of mamee each
and occasionally a pack of Yeos chrysanthemum tea...
i still have your video 'the lost world'...
but guess it's mouldly...
i wonder if mine is still with you...
we were the 'husband n wife' then...